The Last Bersih

I pray and fervently hope there will not be a Bersih 4.0.

For months people have prepared to come and protest in peace, and all it took was not even a day but a few hours for violence to break out like bush-fire across the news vine. What are we showing the world?

Crude actions by both parties, whether falsely reported or not, has gained the attention it needed, the Enemy's work has been done.

For those who suffered, by no means this is aimed to diminish what has happened to you. Good things has also happened today, that is of no doubt. Many a touching picture and video has spread across the web and shed light upon the situation. People all around the globe, are aware at the very least, that Malaysia isn't a country where it's inhabitants live in trees. Bersih 3.0 has certainly hit its mark.

But where there is good, evil will rise up to challenge it, and I fear that the seed of chaos has tarnished the once pure yellow army. Viral videos are popping up, and sowing discontent and leading to anger and a brick wall of intolerance and hatred.

In remembrance of what we are fighting for, a clean, safe and fair future for generations to come. I hope that whatever happened today, let love reign in the people's hearts, let enemies be forgiven, let us not puff up with pride, let us turn the other cheek and press on towards the bigger picture.

What happens after Bersih counts, not the rally itself.

I conclude with this, who are we to ask those whom we claim to be oppressors to step down, when we respond in kind when facing violence, hatred, discrimination and intolerance.

Are we not calling ourselves the better man?

For Negaraku, Tanah Air untuk semua.

I Hope

you're happy. I really do :)

Enemy

the enemy doesnt always come in the form of a big hulking beast.

the enemy doesnt always face you and fight it out.

the enemy is cunning, it hides it claws and covers its fangs behind beautiful things.

temptation wont work unless we feed it.

so dont feed the enemy.

Who Will Fight?

come on skinny love, just last the year.

Pointers from LTC today.

Accountability with people alone are just structures we set in place around us.

Intimacy with God comes first.

Don't depend on yesterday's relationship with Him.

With great revelation comes great responsibility.

Almost Everything

Strange thoughts come knocking at the weirdest times.

For me it was as I was sitting here eating my homecooked dinner (garlic prawns +spinach + rice = YUM) at 12am. okay quite random. but it was good and I was hungry.

Not that life isn't good, but it gets lonely sometimes doesn't it? The kind of lonely that defies logic cause there is people all around you that care for you.

I guess we miss what we don't have anymore.

and I don't know when will I see you again.

But hey it feels bad now but its gonna get better from here.


Someday.

I'll see you there :)

Edit: Guess it wasn't a weird time after all. Hmm. Condolences, its gonna get better okay :)

Belonging

To have someone special, wouldn't that be nice?

To be someone's special, wouldn't that be nice?

The warm fuzzy feeling that best describes the joy, comfort and strength of having someone beside you

But wait.

you do have someone special, and you are someone's special. He is beside you, your joy, comfort and strength.

and He is more than a warm fuzzy feeling!

on another note, pretty pumped for W&P night!

Decision Point

Wow so Ive been blogging a lot today. How thoughtful.

We live by our choices, thats the honest truth.

I changed mine. Hope you dont mind. :)

Sidetracked

lost my focus for a moment there.

back to normal! Studies and Gym Studies and Gym.

silly heart.

Reality

is black and white not grey how many times must I remind myself?

Broken

Tomorrow..

It'll be 100 Days.

since you've left.

since I saw you smile.

since I heard your voice.

since I touched your hand.

I wasnt even there to say goodbye.

100 days, since I cried those tears inside.

I'll be okay, cause I know you've got Him.